The fact that what you wanted most was found yet you still don’t have peace shows that what you need is God. Proverbs 15:16 Better is a little with the fear of the LORD, Than great treasure with trouble. There are millionaires sleeping on the hospital bed and unable to enjoy their money but you are healthy and think having money will make you happy. If you can wake up and can feel your legs, know that it’s grace. Its not how much you love God but how much He loves you.
Things should not make you who you are. Isaiah 55:1 “Ho! Everyone who thirsts, Come to the waters; And you who have no money, Come, buy and eat. Yes, come, buy wine and milk Without money and without price.