Psalm 22:1-2 My God, my God, why have you abandoned me? Why are you so far away when I groan for help? Every day I call to you, my God, but you do not answer. Every night I lift my voice, but I find no relief. Sometimes God seems far from you, situations comes where you cry and no tear comes out and you offer prayer of the forsaken. Even in those times when the Lord seem far, know that He is there in your situation and He will never let anything too much to handle come to you.
What the devil meant to kill you, will just leave scars. The scars will remind you of the Lord’s greatness. Deuteronomy 23:5 But the LORD your God refused to listen to Balaam. He turned the intended curse into a blessing because the LORD your God loves you.